♂Scary @ Weird Dream ♀

ytd nite i dream a nightmare again > < a very scary nightmare ...im sit in a car and chat with s.y's fren VANESSA = ='' y i will dreaming her i duno oso /.\ then infront have a indian teenager..unexpected！my bro sit with him on the infront place ! opps ! the teenager look like nt a kindly person...on the road..have block by police x.x when the police checked the teenager...police found a drug that hide in the teenager's bag !! the indian teenager take a knife frm a bag and abduct my bro ! i felt shocked and scary ! wat should i do ? i wanna help my bro! then the police try to gv advice to the drug users bt at last he fail ...he was killed by the drug users and b4 he die..he said " HERE HAVE A DRUG USERS! " after he saying finish ..only i wanna escape frm the car = = damn stupid me x.x bt i move slowly ..izzit every dream that when u wanna to run or escape something that is danger to u..ur action will become slowly ?! when i take my first step out frm the car ..the bad person was cut down my right hand ..and he shout to me " U RUN LA ..I SEE U HOW TO RUN LATER ! " then he cut my leg again !!  555 T^T..i fall down and lying on the floor motionless..even though my hand and leg was cut by him..bt i did not felt any hurt = =v in this moment...i notice that i lost my hand and leg ...i thinking about my future..i dnt want lost my hand and leg on my future ..bcus that is important to me..i still wanna to walk and use my hand to do everything ! i cannot lost it ! even though i lost my leg..i duno y i stil can stand after the bad indian guy was snatch by other police../.\ lol ~ i keep cry to my mum ...i say " i dnt want no hand no leg on me ! I DNT WANT ! " my mum tell me that " no choice ..u lost ur hand and leg already..even though now u stil can stand for temporary bt after u recover ..u cannot stand as a normal person again." im very disappointed and i keep cry ..i cry loudly T.T then i was awake frm the nightmare ! my hand is shaking ..and my body no energy to move ..through the dream ..i get a lesson that i should appreciate wat i get now everything and included myself  T.T i dnt want lost anything again > < it felt very scary when u lost something that u have ...i no dare the slp again ..i scare i will continue the dream again ..bt my eyes is very tired and wanna to close...bt i dnt want slp and no dare to slp again :( it so scary to me !!!!