关心笨蛋

W...伱怎么啦？又肚子痛了哦 > < 做么的？是不是伱贪吃啊...吃了一桶的ice-cream 还是吃太多煎炸食物啊 = = 还痛了一整天...我看啊...伱今晚一定睡不着...一直往厕所去吧 =( 看见伱这样...有点心疼啊...以前呢...有一次...你也是肚子痛...原因？吃ice-cream 啦 ...还吃很多叻！结果肚子痛了整天hor ....半夜的时候还信息我叻..我看到信息也陪伱啦...陪到伱去睡觉没回信为止...hehe...很辛苦hor :( sayang 笨蛋。W 好好照顾自己啊...什么东西你能吃什么不能吃...伱应该比我还了解吧...不能吃的就尽量少吃点啦..不要那么贪吃！知道不 > < 我想啊...伱应该是吃错东西或者是不适合伱吃的吧...真是的！Wei 如果很不舒服的话...就拿个枕头来抱着...抱在肚子那里...可能会舒服点哦....还有啊...去喝点热烧水/温水...这样伱就会舒服点了...如果还痛的话...想我吧..想开心的回忆...类似sayang..天儿...这样就会减轻痛苦了！haha 半夜不要睡不着啊...睡不着的话...允许伱找我 xD haha 要乖hor sayang ...=)

♂念♀

有时候...半夜睡不着...或者被人吵醒的时候...我会看看时钟...现在几点呢？伱...睡了吗？今天过得怎样？还是还在电脑面前呢？我承认...我还是很想伱...我把我の心情全都告诉leng lui ....她知道我在想什么....她知道我的感受...当看见伱不开心.../ 心情不好的时候...我会和她说...“画面开始没有她”我想...我明白伱的意思...可能我的直觉是对的...也可能只是我自以为是...如果我想的...和伱说的是相同...那...我是不是该开心？因为伱...自由了....伱可以再寻找伱想要的了...还是我该难过？因为我再也没有任何理由.............了。。。。I did not know 。。。

♂奇怪的心情♀

昨天晚上12am ...不知道做么....突然整个人的心情变得低落...tears watery my eyes ...but no have rolled down ...不知道为什么会这样...那时候的心情弄到我真的很想 T^T 忍了差不多15分钟酱...情绪才正常回...因为告诉自己不要再乱想了！今天呢....我读不进我的数学...想做练习....可是..心不在焉.....怎么好啊...我要当accountant的啊....我的数学at least 要C啊 > < 而且还要背moral ...虽然早就背好了！可是好像忘记了 = = 多亏了笨蛋那天教我...之后我就不再允许自己fail 了...不想就这样白白浪费掉你教过我的东西！所以无论如何我都至少要PASS给笨蛋看！今年的moral 我都有pass ...可是分数还不够满意....最少也要60↑ 吧 ...从20++ 变到50 ++ ....都是因为笨蛋.....之前我有看回去一封信息...一封我发给笨蛋填的...haha 看回会伤会笑...可是自己改了答案 = = 全都不一样了....haiz ....越来越没心情了 ...还怎样温习啊 ...

♂轻松♀

终于考过完了最辛苦的两科...今天英文也还好...可是我把不该写的东西写了下去> < 怎么办啊！会怎样？会不会弄到离题的T.T 不要啦...我写到很辛苦的叻 =( 不要这样对我啦 555 第二篇文章虽然用不到之前那篇...可是写的是也有笨蛋在内啦....用了你的名字...放进作文...两篇都放你的名字！haha  因为我记得你去年说过你写我！可是不知道是真是假啦....但我真的写你！haha 故事内容有一半真一半假...一半是真的发生过的...另一半自己作故事下去....我第一次英文作文写450++的字叻！想不到自己写酱多...很累啊..今天一直打瞌睡！而且我竟然把我的那一pack （slip + IC + 文具）全部留在考场那里！我不知道...我还以为我拿了....结果检查的时候不见了！吓死我！幸好朋友和我说他看到有一pack 在桌子....我快快走回去看...吓死我啊....不见了就惨咯 > < 大头虾啊我！！

♂hanoka♀

今天考国语...差点睡不醒 = = 直到闹钟响了很久很大声...我才听到闹钟声 = = 昨晚温习到12点半...过后姐又在看书...开着灯...害我睡不着！haiz ...结果拿枕头遮着...起来的时候...手很痛 > < 因为睡觉的时候手没放直！算啦...国语考到还ok...明天英文...笨蛋也知道我英文有多“好”的啦 = = 真担心明天的英文啊 T^T 希望也会是个lucky day 啦 =(  拜托拜托 > <''  过了明天我“应该”就可以轻松了吧  ....如果你所指的那句话关系到我...那我想我应该知道是哪一个了...你不想看到吧...看到也会烦吧....去读书吧...time up ！

♂SPM♀

SPM is coming on the next day ...still left 13 hour  that i can sleep + do revision ....my SPM u are not beside me ..but ur SPM i'm beside u and give support to u ...but my turn ...u was leaving me ...u r not beside me again ...nvm ...i hope that u will wish me also in ur heart ...=)  i want to wish my all favourite friends have a lucky day on tmr ^ ^ GOOD LUCK !

♂20礼物♀

今天早上突然想起了那个video...刚巧老师给的spit （←调转看）里的题目有一个是“it was the happiest moment of my life ” ...我就学写了一篇作文...最后考试真的出啦 >.< 我做了功课叻！虽然写的不是很好...可能grammar 有错....可是都是给笨蛋的....

     I was waiting for a man in a park . A man with brown hair . His eyes were mesmerising and he had a very good-looking face . His name was Tfly , and i was Hanoka . the ambience in the park have many children were playing . I recalled those happy times I spent with him .

    I felt anxious after waiting for an eternity . I started to glance repeatedly at my watch . "What  is going on ? He has never been so late before" . I whispered . Terrible thoughts raged through my mind . "Has something happened?" I asked myself . Suddenly,a voice near me "sorry Hanoka..I'm late!". I turned to look at back . I'm relieved when I saw him stood infront me . Yes , my life cant live without him because i love him so much . Then , he brought me to a place .

     When we reach there , there have a big cabinet in front of me . He gave me 20 cards to load the cabinet . I did not know what he doing . I tried to used the card to load the cabinet one by one . When i loading the first card into the cabinet , one of the cabinet opened ! There have a beautiful bracelets ! I looked at him , I smiled . Then , i used the cards to slowly open the other cabinet . There was having a different gift inside the cabinet . Those present include necklane , crystal ball , handbag and so on .

    When i used the last card to load the cabinet , I saw a diamond ring in the cabinet ! Then he holding a bouquet of roses approached me . "What a surprise he want to give me!" I guess . He take the diamond ring from the cabinet and kneel down to propose to me ! " Nothing  gonna change my love for you , Hanoka , will you marry me ? " he said .My heart would melt . My eyes became watery, obscuring my sight and tears rolled down drop by drop from my cheeks . They were tears of joy . I answered him " I do " . We embrace together and he spin me around .

    One months later , our wedding started in a church with a romantic music . Many people gave wishes to us . It was the happies moment of my life .

The end ...怎样啊？这是第二次类似写作文给你的礼物了哦！应该还好吧....希望真的会出这题啦  =)  让我这次的渴望实现一次吧....

♂第几个20♀

今天是第几个20th 了呢？第四个月の20 ....独自一个人过了四个月的20...感觉是怎样？过的日子是怎样？时间是怎样陪我度过的...? 时间总是来得快...去得快...“时间”真的可以证明让你不再觉得痛@伤害吗？说真的...我还不知道这答案...一个人在blog里写了很多东西...有时候写到自己掉泪...自己傻笑...今天的20th 我对了一整天的书...最后...记不进脑了...sueyee 说的对啊...真该轻松一下...要不然如果一直读...真的会傻！有听她讲啊...我去开零食来吃...本来还想到附近刚开的店买waffle来吃的..可是收了=( 我最爱的waffle啊 T^T 虽然昨天吃了...可是不够 = = 因为我很爱吃啊！没买到...还想去cc 找阿叔的说...可是他好像不在...就回家继续我的“书程”轻松了一下...头脑清醒了很多...今天的20...就是对着书度过....闷+烦+累 = = 本来今天有做工的...可是推掉了...haiz 快快过到星期三啦...那我就可以放松点了...笨蛋也快开课了吧...又是一个新学期了...不知道你课程的时间还是不是像之前那样....好好照顾自己啊！

♂TIRED♀

对啊...已经结束的。没有商量的余地...所以咯...在梦里就好...自己的世界...不会受到伤害@烦恼....自由自在...想怎样都可以...也不会有人知道自己的心声...只有周公和自己分享...哪怕是好是坏...反正一切都已经安排好...没得强求...越是渴望....就越是失望！倒不如学会珍惜现在所拥有的！不允许自己有后悔的机会...今天我很累...不只精神上的累...心灵+身体也很累！早上起床...10点多了...还想睡...真的很累...可是又不能再让自己睡下去...自己的时间不多...想睡午觉也不能....从早上到下午都在对着电脑找意思= = walao 还真是第一次我会将勤劳！竟然为了那整份资料（英语作文）去查所有我不会的意思！虽然有帮助啦...自己可以学...当看下一篇文章的时候...就遇回同样的字...也记得的意思了...也算进步的一种！很有趣的一些文章...看了...明白了...笑了=）haha 可是还没认认真真的读！今晚又要开夜车了 = = 累死....精神不足啊T^T 今天和明天的半天内我要看完所有英文资料包括Literature啊！总共三份 ！！过后就要开始40篇的国语作文+novel ....辛苦到星期三我就可以轻松点了....忍耐吧！我一定要撑到那个时候！虽然心情不怎么好....可是自己的未来...不可以就这样断送掉！加油！！！我也希望你有个好成绩=） 一起努力吧！各忙各的....

♂心情♀

看见了5A7的MV ...蛮不错下...可是当我看见的时候...心里充满了不舍...好怀念班上的感觉...班上的朋友....突然间..我的心情低落了很多....星期二就考试了...日子不久了...从以前的几个月到现在剩下的几天...时间过得好快....国语+英文的作文多到....我读不完了T^T 笨蛋帮我读=( 代我考试..我不想考了.....没心情...看到酱多字....只有一个字能形容“烦”真的很烦....每天多对着书...字....号码...我就快垮了....我还要忍多一个星期左右....我才可以放松点....因为主要科目都在第一个星期考完....我还要再忍耐啊！！昨晚本来睡了的...被弟弟吵醒了....睡不着了...头脑又在想东西....haiz....想到以前很傻...和笨蛋在游戏上也吵架....自己闹变扭....丢下笨蛋在房间...还叫他去找其他人玩....真是个白痴的我啊！结果吵架了...有时候.....玩玩下...也会吵架...最记得就是在dance hall 的海滩...躲来躲去....找不到你...然后讲讲下又有点吵架....呵呵...很傻 = = 之前你还说用小号和别的patner（恩）玩....其实心里已经很在意了...只是没表示出来...都让你去...因为当时我不是你的谁....只是你网上的xx 而已....后来呢...又想起了一个video....很sweet 的video....在想....如果里面的那个女生是我....在我生日你这样做...我会怎样？如果真会发生就好咯~~haha 白痴啦...根本不可能的事！然后叻...又想到你以前小时候的样子...haha 你以前发过给我的照片....超不像的....很大差别啊....小时候个子小小的...瘦瘦的...haha....后来找我自己的相册....找到了...原来在橱的箱子里面...箱子好脏啊...扫一扫...干净了...打开箱子...拿了一本黑色的相册（我的相册）看回小时候的照片....很好笑...脸胖胖白白的....haha...还有以前小时候庆祝的生日...蛋糕上面还有一个小女孩...写着（薇薇生日快乐）haha 矮矮的我！不过我姐的生日更棒！有很多食物叻！好像开party酱 xD 羡慕 >..<  笨蛋你怎么啦..那辆车怎么啦？什么事情啊....惹到你hor ！鸡蛋他！竟然惹到你！

♂last day♀

没有class tambahan 了...再也不会回到form 5 那blog 的课室上课了...再也不会坐在同样的位子...SY不再坐在我旁边...阿叔不再坐在我后面....SY旁边也不会再是阿妈...其他的位子不再是像之前那样了....再也回不去了...只能在回忆里记起每个角落....每个位子...此刻的我....心情很糟....my tears come out already .....我真的很舍不得离开那里的一切...cik ma 还一直交代我们记得要做这做那...写这些那....她还紧张过我们呢！她对我们有期望...希望我们全班都可以pass acc ....我好想念啊 T^T 怎么办??！能回到过去吗？舍不得Sy 阿叔 阿妈 阿冰 S莹 Dyann 阿惠 YY 和其他班上的朋友....除了一些...没什么联络的都还好...

Hope ur friend all right ...i just can say that in here ...总有一天我会在你背后打三枪 i duno wht happen to u ...is joke or someone let u angry again ?? i did not know ....just hope u can be calmer if u r angry now ...

♂两个梦♀

昨晚发了两个梦啊...555 第一个很可怕啊....我记得我10.pm ++ 去睡觉的....结果1.00am就被吓醒了....555 睡觉前我还听见怪声....不知道是我心里作用还是什么...我很怕...一直念阿弥陀佛....结果睡去了...就在这三个小时内...我梦见ghost...555 很怕啊....还是女的...我记得那G不错看下...头发短的....坐在我前面哦！我假装看不到她...很怕啊....后来我不知道去哪里...妈妈载我...我很怕....我叫妈妈走快点...可是妈妈一直问我走将快做么....我还记得那时我好像要去上SJ = ='' 后来走到半路....追上来了！！还要害我们！55555 怕怕啊....然后被吓醒了...我怕到起来一直念经....还把窗口给关掉！不要看到外面...再拿枕头盖着自己 >..< 那时候怕到我不敢到处望...拿被子把自己盖紧紧 = =

第二个梦我很喜欢...haha 又是梦见你的...haha 周公真好 :D 谢谢周公 ^ ^ 梦见你什么？其实也没什么....就只是你在fb sent inbox 给我而已....haha 这已经很开心了啦 =) 当我要打开来看你写什么的时候....= = 每次都这样！时机真不对！笨蛋闹钟...响起了...而且还是blog 里的音乐 = = 害我看不到你写什么给我！不甘心 =( 不过也只有在梦里你会找我...现实不会吧....在梦里开心就好...尤其是梦见和你一起的时候...简直不想清醒过来 555

♂happy♀

hahaha ...蛮开心的....虽然可能那句GOOD是笨蛋在说着其他人..可是我把它当成你在对我说....自恋一点没关系啦....那一点的自恋至少令到我很happy啊 ^ ^ 我穿毕业装好看吗？会不会怪 x.x haha 昨天做工好累啊....脚都生水泡了....会的路途上还看见用黑色plastic 包着了一个尸体....555可怕啊 T^T 回到家都3am了...累到..! 手脚和背后很累...最那份工很不爽那个沙声婆！没有声音就不要出声啦！吵到死！很讨厌他的咯 %……&**%￥￥ 鸡蛋她啊！！不爽的...她妹妹也是一个...LC 到！！没关系....反正不会再遇回他们了....就算有..打死也不去！又收桌椅...有扫地....又这又那！那些工不是我们负责的咯！！笨蛋...如果你在就好了=((

♂毕业典礼♀

12/11/2010 我毕业了...戴了毕业帽...穿着毕业装...虽然六年级戴过帽子...可是感觉不一样...因为爸妈没在旁边...而且帽子还是自己做的 xD haha 虽然拍的照片不多...可是满足了...幸好没做错步骤...= = 不然又要出丑了 >.< 一早就下雨了...所以穿那件衣服不会热...还蛮凉的...笨蛋...我做到了哦！你会替我开心吗？会祝福我吧？...❤

♂毕业♀

今天...11/11/2010 ...我毕业了...阿叔说我dai gor lui jor 哈哈哈~傻傻的 xD 说真的...很舍不得啦....不想毕业叻...虽然还有几天三天里的几个小时见面...玩...可是...不够啦 > .. < haiz ...心里其实怪怪的...有点哀..可是还是得笑着过今天的每一分每一秒....拍了很多照片....虽然没和其他朋友拍到...可是...还有几天...一定要拍到！今天蛮开心的....haha...玩到很爽...那个dyann的手啊...= = 竟然放在某某张照片里= = 等下给别人误会= =v  haha...不过算啦...没什么的...反正都是朋友嘛xD haha 希望我们5A4 Friendship Forever !!!

♂照顾♀
even though i duno wht u mean this in ur status "take care" but ...in my brain ...i hope u write it is for 天儿 ...if u really is write for my baby ...i will answer u ....dont worry ...i will take care to her as good as !!

♂not willing to leave♀

start from tommorow ...my secondary school life is finish =(  no chance to wear school uniform ...study with friends at school ...rest with friends together ...laugh at school...ply together at school ...and the like ...no chace face to face ply with them again T.T 555 the time was passing so fast ....even though still have some days to come study for study acc ...but still not enough !! i not willing to leave my others friends and my class friends 5A4 T.T  friday is my graduation ...so nervous ..>.<  and tmr take the sijil also =( no dare to go on the stage ..that my first time =((  555 i dont wan graduantion la ...i hope still have a chance to study with them in the class ...555

♂时间♀

时间总是过得快...haiz...还有一个礼拜就考试了T.T 没办法专心啊！！脑子想些什么？？haiz....心飞走了...不在书上...也不知道去了哪里....飞去PG了吧...= ='' 不明白...为什么现在的我觉得...分开的时间比在一起的时候过得快...很快的...我们分开了4个月03天....在一起时...反而没过的酱快....没办法在一起久久呢 =(

♂吃醋♀

Argh!!! 为什么还是会生气的！！几时才可以不会气！去college 竟然看靓女！气死我了 > . < 555 还说有一个美女...可能是新生...是不是新生关你什么事啊 =( 不开心了 ....haiz ...你对她有兴趣啊 =( 笨蛋！笨蛋！笨蛋！

♂tears♀

In the morning ...whn i online fb .. wht i saw is ur status come out infront of me ... when i saw that ... i know that's me ....when i saw the status .... duno reason of y ... my tears come out auto ... maybe wht u write i will care ....izzit is i'm too care about u ? when i see back ur blog ... it let me more depressed ! maybe i really not enough to understand u .... i still cnt to knew wht ur brain and ur heart thinking .... i was failure ! i duno wht my best friend thinking .... b4 i thought i'm so understand wht type of u ... but now ... finally i know ... between my friends ... i most care u and sy ...even though if him say any bad word of u ... sure i will scold back ! finally i know both if u 2 is vital to me as friends .... i know wht i'm write ytd maybe will let u felt distress or sad .... but i just can lash out on there ....sry ...i was saying too fault ytd ...sry ....

♂失望♀

最后你还是给了我肯定的答案！好吧...我不勉强你了...你喜欢吧...你不去....我也不能怎样....你开心就好....会不会后悔....你自己知道...我只有失望可言！我还以为....我们的最后一天...差不多全班人都可以出席...可是....算吧....无所谓了....随你！不会再叫你去了.....再说几次也没用....你已经给了答复....那好吧....SPM 的last day ....或许就会是我们最后一次在学校见面了....在学校颠....某人...日子不少了....请珍惜！如果我真的做工了....我能出来的时间就很少了....我答应了...帮我姐做工....做晚上...早上去上课...下午呢？或许会再去找一份工做吧....已经打算好了一切...很难再抽空时间出来了....很开心在这班...

♂haiz♀

wei...finally i can get 5C in my result ... i successful to do it .. but ...even though i get 5C ... u din have beside me ....i cant to share my hapiness with u ...and ...wht u wan to said also ... u just can tell the gal ... u willing to sms tell her ...because she is ur best friend right ? u really did not know how to take care urself ...sick again ...have some worry about u ...dont always like that k !! if u know i have a grduation .. did u will wish me ? did u will commend me ?

when my graduation ... just have dad or mum any 1 person can come only ... because my sis ... one of them need accompany my sis go to some place ... and ...maybe that i need walking back to home ...no any transport T.T  pitiful me ...555 ... i hope my parents can come ...my sis ..dad..mum ....i hope can show to them ... i can do it ... not only my sis can graduation ... i can also !!